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Monday, August 31, 2009, 5:35 AM
i had enough.i'm tired and sick of this rat race. i want to escape to somewhere where no one would be able to hunt for me. Somewhere far from reality, from the earth and the competitive world. i need a break. i had enough of the critism, insults and disparagements. Having a desk partner getting 24/30 for math test and saying that her mom would smack her if she had gotten a 23.( obviously, after absorbing the fact that i scored a 23 for my math). This isnt all. i even have classmates critisizing and mentioning and comparing my psle score with my partner. Apparently, just by the fact that i scored lower than someone or should i say the lowest in class, she never ever approved on my idea. ( should be thinking that i'm dumb and my ideas are simply not worth considering). Coming to netball, its driving me crazy and mad at the same time. having ***** who would reprimand you in front of your face for not running infront to ask for the ball. having ------- who doesnt even give a damn about you, thinking how lousy you are and you shouldnt even be selected. having ****** who dread partnering with you and being in the team as you. Having ****** begging other teammates to transfer to their school and what about me? ha, just being left aside, never consider asking me to transfer to their school. I Know i often lose out in my speed,stamina and a great netball mind. i know i'm vertically challenged. i know i'm ugly, awful and stupid. but please i just wish for something, could you respect me? At least respect me as your friend. |
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Hello! I'm Toh Shao Xuan from CHIJ St Nicholas Girls'. I'm in Netball and I'm born on 4th April! :D Tag
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